Monday, February 28, 2011

Journey of Life (Part 2)

They say life is not a bed of roses..unfortunately it indeed is true.It is a pallet embedded with highly afflicting thorns..it is excruciating. Just when u begin to think everything is goin right..tho after a lot of adjustments & compromises, life gives u a hard hitting blow that takes you out of d illusory world of perfectness & happiness..

Sometimes luck & sometimes destiny become an alibi for not getting wat v desired or to extend it a lil more wat v deserved. But maybe its not all about the negative things in life..it does favor u sometimes & gives u happiness in its true sense tho it mite b short lived... so much so that even before u start savoring d taste of success or drench urself in d joy of ur achievements..it snaps back & punctures ur inflated desires bringing you back to d ground, waking u up from d dreams.Which in a way is imp too else v hav d tendency to lay back & tak things for granted.It is necessary to live in reality & not intersperse it with a Utopian world that gives a high..otherwise in d end, v suffer...badly v suffer.. picking up d wrong perceptions, revising our optimism..giving rise to cynicism & skepticism & negativ thots as if d whole world is against us..v become morose & ill-tempered...v nid support...emotional mental physical & if v dont gt it readily v feel devastated..shattered...broken.

This situation is not difficult only for us to handle but is also frustrating for our folks & peers since they nid to constantly support & console us & prove that they are there with us coz v becum so vulnerable tht if thy r nt there evn once v mak ourselves isolated thinking nobody has d tym for us or probably thy just dont care!

The complexity never ends but u r further entrapped in the offerings of life everyday.!

Journey of Life (Part 1)

The journey of life is mystifying..exotic...queer...bewitching.

Your circumstances make you choose the path you never wanted to travel. You come across things that earlier seemed unacceptable to think of but you gracefully embrace them, making them an important part of your life and assuming it to b a milestone that wud take u toward ur dream fulfilment. Though it had no place there & you had not in the least imagined that one day you will accomodate them in ur 'utopian world', u do it for the sake of ur loved ones and ur belief that ur fate is written with the golden ink.Though u had heard how u have to be face to face with the things u always run away from but u blv that everything wud b perfect in YOUR life & u will differ from d clutter & will gleefully claim that this wsnt true in ur case & lecture ppl how u r responsible in shaping ur destiny but ultimately you belong to them & so does that unpredictable destiny.It turns out to b THE ultimate reality that cant b run away from.

Even after enduring all the hardships with a smile on your face..you feel something is lacking..something is deficient..somewhere..you feel insufficient...& a feeling of incompleteness like.. something is short..life becomes fragmentary...muddled up & ruptured.There is a wide gap..n u know not how to fill it up.